Hello,
I don't know why this hasn't been closed yet, it's clear as day already.
You disregarded your life which has been proven already and when you got shot, you died scriptwise. Jasper stated it wouldn't be a CK starting out because he didn't have a full grasp of the situation, however later on down the line it was declared a CK when the full situation unraveled. Administrators have the power to force character kills, and in this case you did disregard your life and were killed.
This clears up your argument;
Regardless, you would h