28/DEC/2020
I can't sleep. I don't even know what time it is.
This has to be something I've brought upon him. It just has to be. If I had never showed up again, maybe all of this never would've happened.
「We can't go through this again, you know that.」
But what about him? How's he going to feel if I distance myself now? How much of an asshole does that make me?
「But what about yourself? He's going to die, Ellie, and there's nothing you can do. If you distance yourself now, when he dies you won't hurt anymore. This is for your own goo